Just to Make Things Clear

I know I tend not to get worked up by things and just let things go by the wayside. To some people, this makes it seem like I'm just kind of an unobservant, airhead who doesn't get things or understand things. Let it be know that this is not the case. I am an extremely observant person and I CHOOSE to not get worked up and I CHOOSE not to be bothered. This does NOT mean I don't understand the rude, bitchy, condescending, snide remarks you make under your breath. It really takes a lot to piss me off this much but over the past while certain people have managed to do it.

I try to be positive and I know I fail at times. A lot of the time actually, and I know that I can be a complete and utter bitch. However, I have never made these sorts of comments to you or been remotely mean to this person I am referring to and yet I am being treated like a simpleton, who just does what they are told and has no mind of their own.

I am making it clear here and now that if this continues to happen I am not going to be such a nice person and I will be done with overlooking these nasty little remarks. You should be happy to know how much you've managed to piss me off and ruin my night. You want to bring the bitchiness out, then do so at your own risk. I am sick and tired of being treated like I don't know what in the hell is going on and i'm an idiot.

It's Cold and i'm thinking too much

Well, last night Katrina and Brenda had an awesome day after Thanksgiving party and I can't even begin to explain how much fun it was so i'm not even going to try. Just know that it was amazing. A friend of Brenda's named Kat was there and she was fantastic. We were talking for quite a while and she told me that I was pretty and smart which I was very taken aback by. I realized I don't take compliments very well and I just said thank you because I didn't know what to say. Sometimes I act very full of myself (jokingly, which I hope most of my friends have realized by now) and i'll say how great I am but I feel like it's odd when someone else tells you something nice about you, especially someone you just met. Don't get me wrong, I thought it was incredibly nice but I found it so odd and i just didn't know how to react.

Basically, this led me to think about how people perceive me and how there are quite a few people who really don't like me. They've told me they don't like me and it makes me oddly unhappy. I'm saying odd a lot tonight..hmmmm. Anyway, I'm just really curious as to how i'm perceived by people and why I rub certain people the wrong way ( if anyone has any complaints, let me know, i'll work on it.)

Other than that, I'm really excited for SamFestWest'10 on Thursday. It's going to be spectacular. I am very excited to be seeing Sam and Twoshoes and Mr. Notto. I really hope my cough is gone by Thursday, it needs to go away now. Hannah and I are going to see Craig Ferguson on Monday which makes me happy and then Dave's birthday is Wednesday which is going to be very, very fun.

I can't stop listening to The Weepies and Cary Brothers right now. I love them.

i love this video too

i feel like dressing up for something but Alas, i have no occasion, sad.

I think that's all for now. It's time to watch Ace of Cakes. I have a sick addiction to the food network :/

bye

Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement...

First, before I forget, this is my badass pumpkin from Halloween. I'm so proud of it. It;s the first non-face I've ever carved

It's from the Because of The Times album cover

different angle of epic

So anyway, it's late but I decided "what the hey, time to blog!" I have recently truly discovered the joys of the internet. These are just a couple of the keys to my heart:

Oh, Leo, you so crazy. Anyway, i've been going through all of the Leonardo Dihapprio and sad Keanu photos and i can't tell you the last thing that made me laugh that much. People are geniuses.

So anyway, here's what's going on in real life. It is so effing windy. I am so sick and tired of the wind, it's so obnoxious. Kittens are still really precious. They're my babies. Even when they're being smelly and annoying I can't be mad at them.

Blackey being precious

Kitten Heart

True Love...Darrell loves zee kitties

sleeping baby!

Blackey and sad Keanu...life is complete

this warms my hear...Blackey, Scout and Scruffy

Kaitlin managed to capture this magic

They're my parrots

Scout and Whitey are snuggle buddies

awwwww

OLIVE!!!!!!

so freaking precious

Anywho, this is basically just a photospam post. Not much is going on. I'm watching Darrell play Call of Duty right now which is pretty fun. Last night, he lectured Amy and I on why Littlefoot is the best and how he works with the guy who voiced him in LBT II,III, and IV. His name is Scott McAfee and he works like 20 feet away from him. It's pretty awesome right. Going to Disneyland on Sunday which is going to be really, really fn. I'm most definitely looking forward to it. Plus, midnight Harry Potter. It's going to be amazing!!!

Sam Bradley's EP came out last tuesday and Details is my jam. I love, love, love it. I can't wait for it to be December to see him live. It is going to be super amazing. I think that's all for now.

I'm listening to Sam, Bobby Long, Bethany Joy Galeotti, and Ke$ha. It's a great mix. We R Who We R is my jam. night night :D

-Emily